Ambitious Inaptitudes : A dreamer's job is never done

For as long as a I can remember, I have always been a very curious person. Additionally, I  have a deeply rooted obsessive personality combined with a fear of failure that is in constant battle with my natural want to experience life and new endeavors. Due to this curiosity, I have engaged in hobbies, collected things, and dreamt in a pretty massive way throughout my life. I've had dreams of being everything from an author, an FBI agent, fashion photographer, a chef, and just about everything in between. When I get an idea in my head, I pursue it relentlessly until It I achieve it. As such, I have a sprinkle collection that rivals most professional bakers, a graveyard of mostly unused art supplies, and a complete book sitting on my laptops hard drive. Luckily, I grew up with a mother and family, and now wonderful boyfriend, who celebrated my dreams and compulsive leaps between intrests, instead than discouraging me. I do not think any of them ever actually told me I could not achieve anything I put my mind to which is something rare in todays world of limits and doubt. I truly believe that because of their support that I'm able to put aside my self proclaimed "scaredy cat" nature,  look at activities or recipes and say "Yeah, I think I can do that" and then I do it.
So here I am, sharing all of those ambitious ideas and dreams with all of you. Hope Y'all enjoy!